I backslid and silently cried to myself while driving around with my parents looking at Christmas lights. I thought about good times and pictured her face. I imagined about how happy she is now and how miserable I must have made her life to make her want to do this to me. I got so sad and angry all at once. This year sucked and I feel pretty empty again. I have a bad feeling that when the show is over, I am going to have a rough period again.
Life. Just tough.
1. Crying is good for the spirit.
ReplyDelete2. It's not your fault.
3. It's not your fault.
4. It's not your fault.
5. You are loved.
The only moment you have control over is this moment, right now. Make the best of that one. Rinse. Repeat.